Many things on my Mind right now.

You’ll probably assume that this girl is overthinking again after looking at this topic. Right? However, I have too much on my mind at the moment. ceased being negative. When Sri Sri Ravishankarji appeared in my dream and explained the solutions, I finally understood my errors and had actual insight into the meaning of the dream. I now understand what he was trying to say after reflecting on my entire path and teachings. Perhaps it was too late for me to realize it, but I believe that God delivered this insight to me at the appropriate moment.

I just want you to know that I completely appreciate your decision to take a break, that I miss you terribly, and that I am eagerly awaiting your return so that we can live happily ever after. I know and now I understand that you are tired of hearing phrases like “sorry, give me another chance,” but in all honesty, from the bottom of my heart, I understood what was wrong. I’ve always believed that I was right, regardless of how I felt. I even believed this when I yelled at the cat to meow since I didn’t comprehend her circumstances. I can never be perfect, but I want to make up for all of my faults now that I am aware of what needs to be changed about me.

Due to my juvenile behavior, I have harmed my siblings and even my parents. I am praying to God today, remembering all the mistakes I have made, and asking for forgiveness. I also thank God for all the lessons learned since I believe they have helped me to live a better life now. I’m not going to make any promises, bcoz you will again remind me about this blog if I do so. I am really going to become the best version of myself. But all I’m asking is for your assistance as I go through this metamorphosis. In order to make you and our family happy, I will always need you in my life. Because of you, I am conducting extensive study and developing a practical strategy.