Deep inside, I still have a hope.

Happy ME 🥰
3 min readApr 13, 2022

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“The new dawn blooms as we free it. For there is always light if only we’re brave enough to see it, if only we’re brave enough to be it.”

Its within us, first we should tell ourself that its possible, everything is possible. If god made questions, then he even made answers. So, there is never a bigger problem in this world that you cannot solve it. If you hope for it, you can definitely make efforts to work for it. There is some good in this world, and its worth fighting for. First you have to become strong enough that you can fight for the things that are worth fighting for.

“It’s always something, to know you’ve done the most you could. But, don’t leave off hoping, or it’s of no use doing anything. Hope, hope to the last!”

Something wonderful I realized after I lost you. And its my love, my feelings that how strong I feel for you. The way that only when it is dark enough you can see the stars, this way I felt how strong my love was, after I lost you. When its you, nothing matters to me, like I'm fine being poor, struggling or any kind of life I get to be with, but if its with you I'm ready to accept any kind of struggle. I always told you, between the rich man, and love marriage, I would always choose to be with love. I know I am no match with you. while sharing our love story with my new bhabhi, I understood that outside people talk that I am eight year elder than you, I'm no match with you as I am Engineer and other things. Ofcourse all these hurted me the most, coz if you were engineer or working in any fancy store shop too, it wouldn't matter me but I would always choose you over everyone. I know writing it, you might be feeling there is no way for us to get back together but I want you to know that its never wrong to keep hopes and try till we can. I never want to stop my hopes coz i know how strong my feelings are and with these two being in me i was really okay not getting to be in touch with you, I always felt, its okay we don't talk now but we must end up being together, for that day I am ready to sacrifice not talking to him now. I wish at least my 100th blog should be about our wedding announcement. This is the HOPE I want to make it happen, this is the only dream of my life to be happy with him, serve him my whole life, keep him happiest, cheer him up when things are down. I never want to do these with any other man ever.

“There is a crack in everything. That’s how the light gets in.” You can still be the light to enter into the hearts of two families even after they have been cracked. Don't think how and why, if you truly put your 100% into the things, god never disappoints our efforts.

“Darkness comes. In the middle of it, the future looks blank. The temptation to quit is huge. Don’t. You are in good company… You will argue with yourself that there is no way forward. But with God, nothing is impossible. He has more ropes and ladders and tunnels out of pits than you can conceive. Wait. Pray without ceasing. Hope.”

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Happy ME 🥰